You won't know.

It makes me wonder if there was anything I could've done in the past to change the outcome or was this all a plan and this is how it's supposed to be? Either way I'm not quite content with because if I could change it then I just might. Everybody would, right? There's atleast one thing in everybody's life that they can't help but be reminded of and wonder about and usually regret if they haven't accepted the outcome. If this is how it's supposed to be then life is playing a pretty twisted joke on all of us. It's a tease. We can fight and fall or we can accept it and fall even deeper. This is a pretty depressing blog. I'll leave it at that.