ADHD

So I finished the test. Boring as can be. The comprehension part was inconclusive as I expected. A waste of over an hour but I had fun playing with blocks and looking at pictures. The computer test.. pure torture. I think it was to mock me. I had to sit for twenty minutes and click the mouse every time I heard the number one or saw it. The number two would pop up or they would say it also but you can't click the mouse then. Complete failure. The results were I have an attention problem and mild hyperactivity problem. I don't know how they came to the hyperactivity conclusion. Maybe it was the audio part. Or maybe they counted how many times I tapped my foot or fidgeted in the chair. If they did that though the results surely would have been to get this kid on Ritilan immediately. I don't want any medication though. It's fogging up my brain. Who am I anymore? A shortcut of chemicals. People want me to be this so this is who I am. People want me to sit still so here's a pill for it. My body refuses to sit still and my brain refuses to slow down and I'm just alright with that. It let's me do what I want still. It helps my creativity also. Talk about brainwashing. I still need to get off the medicine I'm already on. I need to see life for how it really is and deal with it.