People

Imbalances in the human brain can be so destructive to our personal lives. How do people figure they have the right to control others? A long or not so long process of thought full of ignorance and lacking insight. People are so different from others which is one of the reasons the world is so chaotic. Animals are peaceful in their destruction and their cycle of life. But humans choose not to be. I guess I can't really say they choose not to be. They all feel they have a sense of righteousness when they follow whatever that long process of thoughts leads up to whether it is ignorant or not. I guess that's our price to pay for not being very far on the evolution scale even though it's a far advance from cavemen. Some people are simple like animals. Which I like. But it lacks the pursuit of wisdom I seek in life whether they are happy or not. Most are happy. How can you be simple and not happy? Anyways back to the main topic. I refuse to be ruled by another person with less insight on the world than me no matter their age. If you know me I'm persistent to the point where it's aggravating. And to another subject. People need to mind their own business and ex girlfriends need to stop being so immature. Why can't people just be honest? I don't know. Who cares about my personal life? Apparently a few people. People need to stop wasting their energy on getting into other peoples' business out of their own interest. I should just stop replying to texts like that but I figured they'd assume the wrong thing. Now I realize it'd just be better if I didn't because I don't want anything to do with her anymore. I guess it's fair because she thinks the same. So this should be some kind of closure then right? It would help if I knew what that word meant completely..

3:02 pm May 7, 2009

Update May 21, 2009
It was actually Rachel's friend texting me from her phone. Rachel and I have resolved things and become friends again. It's been working out better than I thought.