I can't be a perfect person for anyone but myself.

I made these choices for no one but myself. I'm sorry that they hurt you. I'm all wrong for you and I know it. I'll always love you. No matter what though I'll always be here for you. Hey mother, hey hey mother, why do you cry? Tell me what the birds have said about my father. Hey father, hey hey father, what do you know? "lovers on the carousel won't ride forever" I really should get up and take a shower and stuff but I just don't feel like it. I just wanna sleep all day but I could barely sleep at all last night. I don't even know why. I don't know what to do to take my mind off things because I have no motivation to do anything. I'll just stop writing about it because it's making it worse and this is pathetic. I'll take a shower and see if my grandmom will pick me up or something.