"I don't love you. I'm just passing the time."

"Throw my line out to sea to see if I can catch a dream."

Relationships are complicated. I know you wanna say, "No ****, Sherlock." Actually it's not the relationships that are complicated but it's mostly the feelings and words. When you question how much you really meant to someone all along then it becomes confusing. Maybe before you do you should question how much they really meant to you. Even if somebody walked out of your life as fast as they walked in without a goodbye you still wonder how much you meant. It doesn't matter if you hardly knew the person or what happened. That makes me realize I'm attracted to all the wrong people. The kind who are reckless and leave you without thought for someone better. This has happened more than once and I'm not pitying myself over it but I wonder if I'll be doomed to a life of chasing what can't be caught.

6:55 pm May 7, 2009