whatever

sigh. i wish i could stop thinking about you. so school has ruined my schedule. i didn't know i had one. but i hate getting up this early. i always have to take a nap after school or i'm super grumpy. i can't eat before i leave or during lunch because i'm picky about when i eat. so i usually dom't eat til i get home. and i found out i go to the bathroom at 11:23 every day. weird huh. so you haven't talked to me today. i don't know why. you're probably dating her. i have the worst mood swings that made you leave me. so i was considering going back on my medicine. but i probably shouldn't since i tried so hard to get off of it. besides it's not like i'm trying to fix things with you anyways. it's really over. ugh i have so many mosquito bites. i went out the other day to hang out with people and i was out for a few hours. so i have quite a few friends so far for only being into a week of school. so i guess that's good. i found out i like tech n9ne. pretty cool.. i'm so tired i'm gonna eat something and go to sleep.