i'm happy. until i think about you :/ it used to be the opposite. everything seems to be going right except you and me. this is probably karma. i could regret any of the things i did that lead to this but i believe nothing would have kept it from turning out like this. so i don't regret anything because i never do. but i have a sinking feeling in my stomach always thinking about it because only time will tell and one of the things i lack most is patience. i've searched this shoreline to see if you still care or wear my heart on your sleeve. i've been waiting here hoping you'd come back home to carry me away to where we used to be. but if your heart doesn't fall my way please know i wanted you to stay.