It's not so bad

Atleast not as bad as I thought. I stayed up until six am last night on the phone with Brittany because we were seeing who could stay up the longest out of me, Lindsey, Brittany and Andrew. Lindsey and Andrew definitely fell asleep before us then I fell asleep at six so Brittany definitely did. But anyways I looked at the time and it was four am and I was like wow I didn't take my meds. Usually I feel like crap by then if I don't. So I took Zoloft but not Topomax. I decided I wasn't gonna take it that night and I didn't. I woke up about an hour ago around eleven and felt like crap. So I took it which would be my morning dose and I was feeling better after about half an hour when it started to work. So I'll try to make it through this night without it and keep going. Then I would have cut my dose in half then when I'm used to it I can do it again and eventually get off. Things are looking up. And I have to say I'm feeling pretty good right now.