Wow I read just about all my posts. I think my writing may have gotten better. I'm glad I took that break from relationships. Because I think I was only so confused then because I was trying to lie to myself. I'm glad all that drama is gone now though. Psychiatrist appt today. Woo? I'm doing better in school. Except today.. I haven't felt like doing much at all. I might start writing more frequently. Once I find my purple notebook..