'Love' is only a word. It only exists in our head because we've defined it for centuries. It's the Santa Claus and tooth fairy we all believe in. We created it. Anyone who believes it is reaching for something unreachable. Those who don't believe it miss out on the high of the happy times and the low of the hurt. They'll never be disappointed though. 'Love' was made up by people dissatisfied with life.

It's our will that keeps us breathing even after there is no oxygen left.

To determine whether we can make it with others we have to have the ability to make it on our own.

Let's find a place no one has before and call it home.

People who try to be writers spend hours thinking of clever things to write but born writers have clever thoughts all the time that they eventually realize is worth being put down on paper.

"I'm the hero of this story. I don't need to be saved." Heroes should be left to comic books. In every villain there's a heart and every hero there's sin. What happens the day you realize you aren't the hero? Well, I fell in love. It only takes one person to put you in your place. But that's what I've been wanting. It was something nobody had given me before.

It's impossible to not exist in a world that is only meant for the existent.

Forgive the sun if it can't shine bright enough.

Don't cry

"Don't cry
Most days I'm okay
Come steal my heart

How I wish everything was simple
How I wish everything didn't end in lies
How I wish I could just keep turning back time
How I wish I could be more like me
When I didn't have to worry about myself
How I wish I could just keep turning back time

Forgive me if I cannot try any harder
You make it seem like everything I do means nothing at all
As complications go this can't get any sweeter
Don't cry"

i'm gone, i'm gone, i'm gone
i'm so far beyond
the point of no return
I don't think you'll ever learn

I love the way you make me feel worthless because it only makes me try harder.
It's what I've wanted.
And one thing I'm definitely not anymore.. is a liar.

I'm standing twelve feet tall
and I can't see over the leaves
on the ground in fall
you're standing three feet short
so close to the floor
but always doing your part
I never understood why
I'm still pushing off the ground
while you're so high up in the sky
but when all your feathers all to the ground
I'll catch every single one
then send you heaven bound

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The nervousness of your thought set in and I watched the heat waves rise even though it was ten below with wind chill. Ever since you came into my life I've been walking on the sky and looking up at the ground because you proved every thing I thought I knew wrong.

I.. don't know.

I was going to write.
But I just remembered I need to take my medicine.

Wow I read just about all my posts. I think my writing may have gotten better. I'm glad I took that break from relationships. Because I think I was only so confused then because I was trying to lie to myself. I'm glad all that drama is gone now though. Psychiatrist appt today. Woo? I'm doing better in school. Except today.. I haven't felt like doing much at all. I might start writing more frequently. Once I find my purple notebook..

We're building bridges only to drench them in oil and wait for the tiniest spark to set them ablaze in which we will run to the hills and sit above watching the fire burn the city down to the very ashes you'll kneel by and reminisce every moment as you look to the sky and witness the clouds dancing around, playing every scene in your head as if time had never existed.