something i wrote in french class awhile ago

it's two hours 'til midnight and you're falling for your worst bet
these are the nights i'll remember the most when I'm lying all alone

i'll pray to go back to those days after i gave it all away
you're everything in the world that i want
and i just need to hold you again but i am who i am
and that's why i throw away everything that ever meant anything

i can see your face in the sky when i'm looking at the ground
i can hear your voice in the waves when there aren't any around
you're in everything i see and do, in every motion and every sound
i wish that you had stayed because now you're everywhere but i can't have you like the air
and windy days i love the most cause they take me back to those days we weren't alone

i can't hold onto you
like i have a better chance of grasping the wind
so i take to something i can but you're still all i see because i can't be without you
you took time with you when you left me behind
and it took forever again for me to find
i'm getting nowhere without you in my life
cause everyday feels like i worthless fight
only against myself, the part that lost you
and everything that i do

it's definitely not one of my best.
here's one i wrote today in french.

take the wings and turn them to grey, let scrutiny fly away
like a bird in autumn, wont come back til kingdom come
where do you go so distant in the sky, where do you go when you cant fly?

this one i wrote the other day.
it's depressing but i wasn't in a bad mood. it just came to me lol.

sinking with the sunset, falling into fate, like a flower withering away
a willow weeping from a long lost love
the wind's a familiar scent to those who can't smell and an old comfort to those who only feel sorrow
her surface cold, dying from the inside out
til death do you part, over again in her head, life full of grace brought to an end.

like i said, depressing.
the last one i won't post. it's too meaningful to me but one of my favorites. so i might eventually.